Today is Easter! Christ the Lord is risen today!
Worship was awesome and my pastor preached a message on hope.
It really hit me today that I have been pushing through this last decade of my life,
Stuffing all kinds of stuff down,
Deep down, and just leaving it there.
On some occasions it pushes to the surface,
There is an explosion and I hurt people, people I love
Then I stuff it again.
Even deeper then it was before.
I was living in hopelessness, I had lost hope.
